July 29

it's always hard when it comes to adjustment after along period of holidays. believe or not, i have been sleeping like 6 to 8 hours a day. i can't believe i could sleep that long because prior to this i would definitely get up with a terrible and indescribable headache that could last throughout the day. pretty bad huh*.

guess what, yesterday i could get up at 7am. i brushed my teeth and i did my devotion. walking with God is not that easy though. there's always ups and downs that will come and go along the way. i'm going through that all the time. however, God is always faithful. why and how do i know it? yeah eventhough i have gone so far from Him, He never leaves me nor forsakes me. He never let me go down to the pit- He always reminds me of His love. personally, i would feel miserable until and unless i get back on track. somehow i think this is the way God saving me from going so far away from Him. my heart melt as he spoke to me this morning from the book of Deuteronomy 32:1-47. this passage talks about God's faithfulness, mercy and unconditional love to His people. eventhough, His people had turn their back against Him, He remained faithful and did not let His people being beaten up by their adversaries.

hey guys listen up.. i'll read aloud the lyrics of this song. take heed to every single word of the lyrics okay

all for love the Father gave

only love can make a way

all for love the heaven spreads

for love was crucified

for how many times have i broken your heart

still you forgive if only i asked

and how many times have you heard me pray
draw near to me

everything i need is you
my beginning my forever
everthing i need is you

let me sing all for love
i join the angels' songs
ever holy is the Lord
King of glory King of all

i have been listening to this song while i was studing in the library yesterday. seriously, i felt so touched and i began to weep. yeah again i could not stand in His presence. it's too great.

*dont ever think that God is gonna give up on you. he has formed and chose you for His purposes. So He wont let you go.