early thursday evening

i just finished my exam yesterday afternoon and if i am not miscounted, this will be my 3rd papers that i could finish on time ever since i study law..HORE because usually i dont..lack of time management.

after the exam, i went out with janice to buy some groceries and as usual, vegetables will be on my top list. as soon as i told janice that i wanted to eat indomie with lots of vege and an egg, she just shook her head and commented *indomie againnnnn Ikaaa*. yeah i indulged myself eating indomie for these few days.

as i was going around the aisle, i was captured by the colorful packaging of indomie. it is originally from indonesia. i think you know what i'm talking about. while still searching for the spicy one, there was this skinny boy with a black backpack standing right next to me. he wanted to buy indomie too. he picked one and put it back, picked up again and this time he looked through his wallet to see whether he has enough *coins*. he counted the coins several times and i stood still and asked myself whether i should ask him if he needed any help. i did not dare to ask him first because i fret that he might take it as an insult. i remained in my place and was waiting for him to talk to me because literally he was getting closer to me. had he stepped one step further to the left, he and i would have stood side by side. feeling a bit bizarre, i took a move but still standing next to him. finally, he bought 3 packages of indomie. honestly, i felt bad. had i not take that step, he would have talked to me. subsequently, i went out from the supermarket hoping to see him and i found nothing. really i felt disappointed at myself.

i hope and pray that he will be alright wherever he is.