What do i do

Restless days have always been my best friends recently. Sound odd. Haha. Overloaded with uni works. Feeling that I could not even carry myself, I halt for a moment, and decided to listen to some music. While listening, I closed my eyes and ended up praying bringing my supplication and pleas before Him. re-fuel me oh God, from You alone I draw my strength and in You I can find rest in the midst of these hectic schedules.

Interestingly, while I was praying, what was in my heart and mind was just poured into words questioning God ‘why do you still delay in drawing us closer to you?’. Your heart torn seeing us still in our wicked way and crying out because some do not know You yet. You have power to draw us all to You. you know what God was saying ‘ya I have power to do so, but what I wanted you to have is to have Me real in your life. I want to bring you on my journey, i.e. helping the needy or meeting the need and showing you that this is Me and hence this is what I wanted you to do. If you show love and help one another, you are showing the whole world or them that I live in you and surely sooner or later they will know Me.’