loathe

in weary i came home from uni after all the threating criminology presentation...my head heavy and my eyes so much want to tear down. i feel so sad. i hate presentation. i did not talk that much during the presentation. although the idea of having the presentation was to engage the class to discuss the issues, but still, i feel bad. i was too nervous. i could not talk properly. although i could engage the class to talk, but still.... i dont know how to pour out my feeling into words...

i hate criminology right from the start. my assignment was incomplete. oh gosh, how i am going to pass this subject. the exam is only worth 15%..the assignment, oh no, it's 50%, seminar 15% and presentation is 15%. so basically, i only have that 15% to survive. i dont know whether it is enough for the passing mark.

so sad............