Msia

I love this book so much and I certainly cannot afford to lose it. The path of life that I have spent with you all has been great. You watched me growing, stood by my side when things were not going the way I wanted it to be, and encouraged me when I was down, smiled and laughed with me. I never even dreamt and imagined that I could be here in Malaysia and be blessed so abundantly in the fellowship with God and you all. I love Malaysia and if I am being given an opportunity to settle down in Malaysia, I would be very keen to take it. Even though many people are saying bad things about Malaysia and complaining about how unjust and corrupted Msia is, I still love Malaysia. No one can change my mind. The reason being is that I grew here, I encounter God here (God becoming more real and I know how it means to have my faith set on Him; and I know how painful it is to watch people living their life without knowing Christ; and I know the feeling of winning one soul to Christ; and I know that His words are the powerful weapon that I can use to win the battlefield that I was and am in right now, etc).

Sighed, I am leaving soon. I am going to Indonesia. Not that I don’t like Indonesia, but there is something I fear of when I am at home. I wanted to spill it out here but I choose not to because it seems to suggest that I agree and am confirming that it’s gonna take placed (it’s like giving a way to the devil to set a stronghold on me). Instead of staying in fear and anxiety, I choose to swift my mind to God’s promises. He promised me and I know He’s going to carry it out.

Anyway, even though I will not be able to spend my time with you all as I used to be, you remain in my heart forever. The chapter of my life is just begun. My battlefield is going to be harder but it is not going to discourage me in one way or another. I know it is hard but it does not mean I should give up. If God never ever thought to give up on me, why should I give up? Right? Through Him, I can do all things.

So guys, YOU DO MEAN A LOT TO ME. I DO love you all with all my heart. you have left your footprints in my heart. I don’t have anything to offer but my friendship and a prayer that we all grow in our faith and persevere though the journey is tough.

I don’t want to say goodbye because I know we will meet one day. So I should say ‘cya soon okie’