Tears of the day

i cried..cried..it's a mixture of acknowlegment of how great the love of God and how unworthy i am to receive all that God has done for me. no matter how weak or far i am, He's still faithful. He can't deny Himself that He loves me and His people. no greater love i found but His. others had failed me but He's not failed me.

i was just asking God, what is in my hand. i don't even know what God has placed in my hand. the only and one that i could boldly say 'i have You alone God' that i can proud of having and that has kept me going. Please show me what is in my hand Lord and empower me to use it wisely. above all, draw me closer to you each day for i want to know your heart and feel your heart beat.

now i can't stop crying..