true love

i was just so darn stressed out..it's almost 12am.
foreseeing that nothing could be done to get rid of my stressfulness, i decided to watch a movie..
yeah probably everybody knew about the movie. it's called "the walk to remember".
believe it or not, it's my first time watching this. you could probably laugh at me after knowing this very fact.
i was so touched. i did cry..what i learned from that is about true love. while watching i flashed back and asked myself whether i do have a true love.. whether i truly love those peole around me. in the meantime, i caught up by God's love. he always gives me his true love. God says love is never jealous nor resentful. wow what a perfect love that my God has. this love that has kept me alive till today.
i cried out to God to purify my heart and teach me again how to love the way he loves me and his people. i just reliased that sometimes i dont have that pure love,i.e. love without jealousy and resentment...


i want to come back to my very first love...
Help me Lord to love you and your people as well. because it always a joy to love you. i find peace in loving you..this is out of my strength Lord. change me from inside out.