His continuance love and presence

strangely exhausted for almost everyday. I wonder whether it is the workloads or the 3 hours journey from my house to my working place that cause me to feel the extreme fatigue. I tried to press on everyday forgetting all the pains. yea not surprisingly, I could just bear the pain during the day remembering that works required my attention to get them done in time. However, I cry silently after I come back from work because the pains start taking a revenge on me after I ignore them during the day at the office. The pain is indescribable.

Nevertheless, my God is always there for me. when I was tempted to quit or even to complain, He said this to me "you asked Me to give you a job and I gave you. there are responsibilities that come along with what you were asking for. Don't worry I'll give you strength to do what I ask you to do. just do your best and I will take care of the rest."His continuing love and presence that help me to press on till today. what a wonderful God. one thing about knowing Jesus is that He makes me smile in midst of melancholy situation and He assures me that my hope in Him will never be disappointed as I stay faithful through the moment of refining. another promise that I hold unto is the assurance that God sees the trouble and the brokenhearted of His people and He TAKE them all TO HIMSELF so that His people could experience a total freedom through believing in Him.

Beside that, through His spirit, He opens the eyes of my heart to understand His words and also makes me pray a prayer of refining myself from all kind of wickedness. His words say that "wipe out oh Lord the wickedness of the people until you cannot find any of wickedness in them". This verse means that God is not wiping out the people but their wicked ways. No doubt in the process of wiping out our wicked ways, we may see suffering in the flesh as if we are being wiping out not our wicked ways. but do not be fooled by what we see. keep our eyes on Him, stay faithful and press on till we see our wicked flesh being renewed and obedient to the spirit of God that is in us.

That's all for today my brothers and sisters. hope we keep pressing on till the end of the day and we shall pray and encourage one another ya so that we may grow together. God Bless you all. Hugs and lots of love.
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