"KETERBUKAAN adalah kunci dari PEMULIHAN...
......BUKAN soal BENAR atau SALAH tetapi RESPON..."
the above statement really strikes me this morning as i attended a morning service. trying to hold my tears but it was pouring out greatly. but i can assure you that it was tears of Happiness. It refreshes me about God's business of peeling off my dried and ugly-looking layers of skin. He is peeling it off layer by layer *outchhh...He is making me beautiful each day. But it is not as easy as you might think of. it is really painful. just wanna share a short testimony on what i was going through last friday. my senior asked me to review case of a new client and upon reviewing we found something out of order. i checked and re-checked, unfortunately i still couldn't find the one that we were searching for. in the end the email was sent to this client inquiring about the matters. in the meantime, as i was drafting the case summary of that case, i found the one that we were previously searching for. and i said to myself oh NO, THIS IS NOT HAPPENING. unfortunately it was happening. i was really down that afternoon because to my mind i made a huge mistake. i got 2 choices of which one was favourable at least in my own thinking but it was actually otherwise, and the other one was not going to give any favor as i had to admit that i made a mistake and would be scolded. i chose the second choice and i got a different respond. My senior did not scold me *She actually just found out about the case just before i found out about it,,,,probably She was waiting for me to tell the truth,,,in respond She comforted me and gave some advice,,,I was really and am still grateful for God helped me to take a step of which i was previous tempted not to do *the confessing part,,,my flesh is weak but greater is the One who is in me than the one who is in the world *which is memy point of telling the aforesaid testimony is that as i was opened up for correction, God enabled me to respond to what He has revealed to me and favors overflew simultaneously. I pray for all my brothers and sisters in Christ and I that God will do the works of peeling off until we are perfectly beautiful in due time. so just be prepared for another peeling off ya,,,love you all,,,LOVE YOU LORD...
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