first laughter of the day

hahahahaha
I laugh because I am happy
it isn't just today but it was since yesterday morning during the sunday service.
it is just about another confirmation from God.

*I forgot where it is written but basically all it says is that "we are alive, moving and exist because of Him" and "we are the descendant of God". as for the former, all i got is that "I know that I am here for a reason and I don't need to find a reason why in the first time I ever existed in this world. And every step I take God directs and nothing happened by coincidence *but I have to give ears to His words and a willing heart to obey and trust Him wholeheartedly."

as for the latter, it all confirmed to me that I am His and He will help me to be like His Son Jesus Christ. so I ain't worried about anything but I will pray and submit everything [plans, struggles, future and all] to God.

coffee ???

ups what happen??
suprisingly, Coffee has no effects on me already.
has my body's immuned to coffee without me realising it?
oh no oh no
this is not good,,
what am I supposed to drink when I feel sleepy then??
erhm,,,aHaaaa, Ginseng will do or Red Bull *the one with sugar,,
yea I am only left with two options,,

Berkat & K'kuatan yang Baru

Yesus adalah hal yang terindah yang pernah gw miliki dalam hidup ini. Dia slalu beri kekuatan and berkat yang baru setiap harinya kepadaku dan saudara-saudara sekalian. semalam Tuhan kasih berkat dan kepastian yang baru buatku yaitu dari filipi 1-2. didalam 2 chapter yang gw baca, ada 3 hal yang kutangkap yaitu

1. jikalau aku harus hidup di dalam dunia ini, aku harus berbuah

2. oleh karena kerendahan hati Tuhan bahkan sampai Ia mati di kayu salib dan di kuburkan, Allah Bapa meninggikanNya dan namaNya adalah diatas sgala nama. "supaya oleh namaNya ditundukkan, segala yang ada di langit, yang ada diatas bumi dan yang ada dibawah bumi. dan sgala lidah mengaku bahwa Yesus Kristus adalah Tuhan, dan Bapa yang disorga dipermuliakan" -> hey disini kita smua yang percaya dikasih pengertian bahwa "tak ada yang dapat mengalahkan kita jikalau kita mengandalkan nama Tuhan dan bersandar pada apa yang diperintahkannya". jadi jangan takut kalo ada rintangan dan badai yang menerpa kita ditengah perjalanan kita okie. andalan Tuhan dan Dia adalah Allah yang setia pada janji-janjiNya..Okie..Hebat bukan,,

3. lakukanlah sgala sesuatu dengan tidak bersungut-sungut dan berbantah-bantahan.

:)

ring ring, the alarm rang at 4am
not realising that the night has gone by
and it is time to get ready to receive a fresh bread

4 hours were not usually enough
but it cannot be a reason to complain
rather I should be thankful
because the new strength is given
and a bright day is waiting ahead

keep me eyes straight on You oh God
for I want to get through the day with Your guidance,
with the company of Your Holy Spirit and Your words as my sword
this is I, Ika, take me to Your presence
and I surrender all things that I will do and say today into Your loving hands

argh

arghhhh & sighed,,nothing to do at the office today,,
ups not that there is nothing to do but it is just i have done what i am supposed to do.
seriously i got headache when i am stoning at the office,,*give me more tasks, give me,,i need it,,
erhmm oh ya, it was really upsetting when i went to the tax registry office. i supposed to apply for Company's tax registration number, but there was something needed to be there in order for it to be processed by the tax officer AND it has never ever happened before. so in the end, it's still pending,,

But I am determined that it has to be registered tomorrow. yea it has to be,,,we got the Power of Attorney as a backup to argue on the matter.

zZZzzz

oh No, I am so sleepy out of sudden,,
oh No, it's bad because I am still at work,,
probably it is because of the medicine that I took after lunch
or is it because I ate too much for lunch today,,
oh No, what am I gonna do???
I have no idea,,probably I'll try my best to read book a little bit louder than usual,,
I need to stay UP and fully SOBER,,
help help help,,

Friday

do u want to know why do i choose the title of today's entry "friday"??,,,
i choose friday because today is friday
and tomorrow I am OFF, that's the beauty of it,,,
not that i dont like to work, I am absolutely happy to be at work,,
it is just i wanted to have more time to sleep and read on my own pleasure,,,

oh ya, I almost overslept, thank God, Iras called to wake me up. thanks brother,,,
I am pursuing His promise from Proverb 9:10 right now (the fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom and the knowledge of the Almighty is an understanding),,,yeaaaaaa I AM STRIVING for wisdom,,,i have faith i will have it in due time as i obey and hold onto His words,,,

erhm, what am i doing in the middle of working hours??well well, i have done my task (it was the leftover from yesterday's work) which was to draft legal due diligence of company. and i still have more work to come...can't wait to be busy. seriously i don't like to just sit down in the office doing nothing productive *beside reading books on investment matters and corporate law which are the food of the firm that I am working right now,,,

that will be the end of my entry today,,wish you all the best wherever you are and in whatever you do for today ya,,,

Kabar Gembira

Selamat Pagi Indonesia dan Slamat Pagi Smua_a,,,
ada kabar gembira lho *tapi hanya bagi pendukung_a saja,,"perolehan hasil pilpres sementara menunjukan bahwa SBY berada ditingkat yang paling atas diantara 2 anggota pilpres lain_a,,yuhuuuuu eliz seneng banget,,,temen" ikut seneng g??

oh iya, pagi ini eliz cuma mau bagi berkat" buat temen" sekalian,, mau g terima berkat_a,,mau donk ya,,siapa sich yang g mau terima berkat,,ya g?? berkatnya dari Amsal 7:4 : "katakanlah kepada hikmat, engkaulah saudaraku,, dan kepada pengertian, engkaulah sanakku"..indah khan,,,pasti_a kita smua mau beroleh hikmat dan pengertian khan?? nah kalo gitu, Firman Tuhan yang tadi adalah kata kunci_a,,plus diperhatiin juga ya apa apa saja yang dituliskan dalam kitab amsal (cari tau apa yang menjadi kesukaan dariapada si hikmat),,,okie temen",,

ya dh dulu ya, sampai disini dulu entry eliz hari ini,,Tuhan Yesus Memberkati

;)

Finally

*took a darn deep breath
Finally I could have 6 hours of sleep yesterday and still in hope that I would have it also today
Finally I ate rice (proper lunch) today
Finally I have 3 choices of bus that I can take from Senen Market to Karawaci, Tangerang, HUH
Finally I could reach home by 9pm yesterday and still hoping it will be the same for today
Finally I could work with a peace of mind
Finally I made a very important choice in mylife,,

Finally I can end this entry for today

A new strength

well well well, i was not feeling well yesterday after gone back from office. my entire body was aching. most probably it was because the flu and cough that i get caught up from travelling medan-jakarta and jakarta medan in just within 2 days 1 night. plus the ice cream that i ate when it was raining and the shoes that i wore in which i felt my fingers were being squeezed. arghhh.

but today is different, i am feeling better not just physically but also spiritually. He takes me one step at the time to be someone that He wanted me to be. but it takes willingness on my part to obey His voice and cast all rubbish that drives me astray from the vision He had shown me. to sum up, i just wanna say declare the words that has encouraged me which is "His voice is in the storm and He is in the storm". so I dont want to worry for He is there in every storm of my life.

Monday

just dropped by to say hi to all of you. it has been quite all these while and honestly i miss those times where i could sit neatly and relax with a cup of tea at the side of my desk and write an entry at the same time. but i won't feel disspointed because of the limited time that i have to write an entry. so i shall begin Now..

the past few days were great and it is remained awesome till today. i have God and people around me every second of mylife. it is evident before me that God has never ever leave me nor forsake me. lately He reminds me of His promise that He is there, in the storm of my life, no matter it is a small wave or tremendous wave. just this morning my friend, Iras encouraged me too through the word of God that emphasised that 'we need to be watchful and violence towards the plunders that wanted to destroy our vine yard that is blooming right now.'

terrific right :),,, haha i have no further words to say. therefore i shall stop here. wish all the best and a blessed day ahead.

SEMAGAT,,,,,

SEMAGAT,,,,,